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It was 4:30 in the afternoon. Yesterday. I suddenly realized - wait - I'm sitting here in the Dr's office. Scared. Alone. Unnerved.
I was
here for me.
An unexpected turn of events had taken place and demanded that I pay attention.
((sigh))
Two mornings prior to this appointment - I woke up with the feeling of a Charlie Horse in my upper calf. It wasn't really one - because usually they go away, pretty quickly. I could tell the pain was pretty localized and that it looked like a vein in my leg was sticking out. I went throughout the day - aware of it - but, in running errands and whatever...it was manageable.
The next morning, which was yesterday morning, I got up to use the bathroom (early AM!) and could hardly walk. I took a closer look, later that morning, and WHOA!! My leg was swollen, and the redness of inflammation was a circle the size of a coffee mug and growing. I know I have TED-type stockings somewhere - in a box - but where? And, so in getting dressed for the day I put on regular support-ish nylons, (I hate them...) trying to give more support to my leg... and thought I'd wait it out. Walking was painful. Sitting was too. The kids would bump it - I'd scream. My clothes even hurt - rubbing up, against my leg.
I knew I needed to call and at least ask for advice.
See!
Here's the thing...
I'm not a nurse. But. I've worked in the medical field as a Nurse Assistant, for some time... and I play the role of "the nurse" very well - who, where often its the nurses who will make the worst patient. No offense. We just do.
Any nurses, out there, care to admit and agree with me?
The mind game kept reeling. Yeah, but...
I know there is a HUGE history of blood clots in my family tree. What if...?
But. I'm fine... it'll go away. I'll just walk it off. ((which probably helped more then I know))
Finally. My gut feeling won over and I called Scott to let him know that I was planning to make a call to the Dr's ...
just to get advice. I don't want to worry, but what else can I or shouldn't do? It was getting worse.
Imagine his surprise that I wanted to call- because he knows me, so well.
I left my information with the Secretary and within 10 minutes the nurse calls back with these words...
"The Dr. wants to see you immediately. Can you get here within 15 minutes?" - the nurse seemed really serious. "Uhmmm... yes! Both of my kids are asleep on the floor downstairs... I'll need to find a sitter and I will do my best, I replied." I called Scott - to let him know... changing clothes and talking on the phone and trying to keep myself from "breaking".
((This is where I cry tears in amazement at God's goodness to me- how everything came together so quickly.))
Currently at that moment... my next door neighbor (Amanda) was not at home. I called my brother Joel to see if he could come over (fast but safely! I knew he was at home all day and he lives about 10 minutes.) I realized it would take me all but 15 minutes to get to our doctor's office. I thought I would have to call the Dr's back to say I would still try to get there but - I would be "really late".
To my surprise... as I'm downstairs W-A-I-T-I-N-G for my brother to show up ... I see that Amanda is home now. I quick call her to ask if she wouldn't mind coming over to sit with the Little's until my brother got here. She was quickly right over, with her little guy. Amazing!
I left.
I called my brother (thank God for cell phones) to say that I was on my way and that Amanda was with the kids. Except that he tells me that my mom had just walked in the door (from getting home from her work) and that she turned right around and was on her way over here. ;)
I immediately felt at peace... even thought I started to cry all over again while I talked to Scott some more and quickly "bucked up" for this appointment. I was so glad I was doing this.
Do you know that I got to that Dr's appointment in just over 15 minutes??
: : Long story short. ;) : :
I have
Phlebitis. Which is just inflammation of the vein, in my leg.
I'm currently on antibiotics. I need to elevate and use warm compresses and wear tight compression stockings (which I still can't locate).
I do have to go later today (around 3:00pm) for an ultrasound to make sure that it isn't really a
deep vein Thrombosis. (blood clot)
I share all of this - so you can be praying. And, I hope the weather is favorable, which doesn't appear to be favorable at this moment. Scott will plan to be home early today to either stay with the children or go with me.
I know I sound all dramatic and wussy, in my story... but... do you get my heart's gratitude for the faithfulness of God to meet my needs of provision? I mean the timing... of Amanda coming home when she did (her willingness), followed by my Mother's willingness to come over - immediately after a long day.
I love my mom. She is just such a blessing and has such a servant heart and mind-set.
She helped get dinner together and clean up the kitchen, afterwards. As tired as she was from her long day... there was no complaint or question. She obviously needed to keep my little ones "calmed down", too, as they didn't know where mommy was... or why?
There is more to this story than I ready to share right now...but... now you know where and what I was doing at 4:30- 5:00 yesterday afternoon in...
the unexpected.
: : What were you doing? Any of life's unexpected-turn-of-events take place for you? How about any of life's unexpected-blessings?